There are many at times that you don't dream of anything else but to continue to be in the current state of mind.This state when it comes to me is 1 in which i've loads of work to do but am not under any sort of pressure or tension as am 'happy'.Yes!u read it right..HAPPY is what i just said.Rare but true that i 2 become happy.My happiness doesn't lie in dreaming big or wanting something huge but in the most strangest of possessions.And this strangeness is unliked by the people around me(with due respect to many who might like it but just a few fall into this) and thus HAPPINESS, ME & THE WORLD...
How many times have you smiled at people who are happy and said MAY GOD KEEP THEM HAPPY???No seriously can you recall any?I mean do you have the time to look around and appreciate other's smile and happiness?I doubt you do..I know there are people who if see me smile or happy would doubt and want to know the reason why am smiling, the reason why am not under pressure and the reason why am happy!My happiness depends on these people..Yes it does 'coz they cant see me happy and eventually i end up being sad and complaining about anything and everything..
I ask you how many times have you smiled after being scolded?Have you ever?Wel i've...Cynical it is right..but yes i've smiled and have become happy when i've been scolded or told about something..This coz i now knew that she considers me her own and that's why is scolding me...
How many times have you wanted to be slapped or liked it being called dumb or anything?I've...enumerable times...
I've smiled to myself after having a huge fight with her coz i knew the points where she would be really mad at me..i was happy i knew her to the extent that i didnt know myself too...
I've been happy knowing that she likes it when i call her PRINCESS and make her feel special..this coz i can feel her happiness imagine her smile and if time come die with the same thought smiling...
BUT the world conspires against it all...yes conspires!
They can't see me smiling to myself for the reasons that i just know and would devastate my small world where i lived happily without interfering into their domain and not having anything to do with them..coz the world can't see others smile...
Live and let others live people and if you can't make others smile don't witchcraft, dream and pray for tears for them...Be happy for their happiness!
